You Promised Me

I was born in the school of hard knocks,
I am graduating with nothing more
than some broken bones and a damaged heart.
Don't worry,
I'm on the mend,
Because I will never miss you as much
as how much I miss what we used to be.

Clouds Are Following Me In My Desperate Endeavor

Seeking constant apology of others,
I am never sorrier than I am to myself.
Everyone else deserves their happiness,
I'll step back and watch you take it,
Even when the smile from me is fake.
You are first and foremost above me,
There should not be any other way,
But I wish, somehow, that I could be happy too.

I had a nightmare last night

If I could go back to the way things were,
Maybe I would never leave you again,
Maybe that last call would've been a hello,
instead of a goodbye that I can't take back.
My heart hurts.